Christine Penner

September 2020   Chris passed away peacefully on Tuesday, September 8.   She remained gracious throughout the last difficult days, and was always ready with a “Thank you”, “That feels so good” and “I love you so much”.   We were very happy she could stay at home, and it was an honor and a privilege to care for her.   She inspired us every day.   Her beautiful memory will stay with us forever.     Chris liked to say “find your village and love them hard”.   The fact that you are reading this means you are in Chris’s village and I guarantee that she loved you hard.   Chris had a limitless capacity for love and spread it among everyone that she came into contact with.   I am not going to tell you who Chris was or what her accomplishments were.   If you knew her…YOU KNEW HER.   She was as big as life and lived every moment to its fullest.   It was exhausting just living with her.     It will come as no surprise to most of you that Chris had her funeral fully planned.   The ba

August 2020       I have been receiving palliative care this month and I am getting weaker.   I can no longer walk, so my family helped me get up to my chair and back to bed every day, and then even that became too difficult and I stayed in bed.     I am thankful I no longer have back pain or chest pain.   I am still enjoying small meals, although I am eating less and I need to eat soft foods.   I still enjoy mint iced tea!   I know the end is near and I am ready.   I am very thankful my family is taking such good care of me.   They are very attentive.   Thank you for all your warm thoughts and wishes, your concern and your love.   I am so grateful for my dear family and friends.   *My sister Bev helped me compose this blog.   Ryan dropped in with a Tim Horton's hot chocolate which I enjoyed very much.        My friend Colleen dropped in for a visit.   We were so happy when visiting restrictions lifted and my Mom could visit my Dad at Bethesda Place.  They were thrilled to see ea